so, i finally figured out why the single life wasn't for me: IT TOTALLY SUCKS!!!! ugh is the only thing i can say about my situation right now.
me and BEE have been talking regularly, but i can tell he is still hurt. i meant so much to him and feel like i let him down like seriously. i always have a tendency to fuck up a good relationship because of my needs. i'm so selfish, but it's hard for me to admit that to others. [sigh] i really need to get myself together.
what's in the future for this single and busted female?? who knows at this point, but i do know that i still love my BEE and i will not love anybody else other than him